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Sunday, October 31, 2010

She laughed and Seema smiled, her parents frowned. Disapproval nearly suffocated them but they endured it all in good grace. It would be over soon. The final call for the Canada bound flight came and her mother pulled her side. “Just tell me where I went wrong,” her mother pleaded, “We could still go back home and forget everything…all of this.” She pulled away disgusted. “Mum, don’t make me question calling you ever once I get there,” she threatened, but softened as tears filled the older woman’s eyes. “I love Seema and I cannot be happy without her,” she repeated for what seemed like the hundredth time and reminded herself that at least her parents had not shut the door in her face like Seema’s and for that she had to be grateful. She now held back tears as she thought of all the fond memories she had shared with her mother, her father, her Bangalore. She walked away from her parents and held Seema’s hand. Seema gave her hand a tight squeeze, she understood as she always had. They walked to the flight together, still holding hands.


-Shruthi

Why I can't write

When I watch a movie, read a book, listen to a song on the radio or see a billboard, a million ideas, questions and abstract thoughts buzz around my head. My natural response is to put them on paper but then I stop. I can’t write.

There are a few very reasonable reasons why I can’t and many more unreasonable ones but I’ll stick to the reasonable ones; of course they may seem unreasonable to you and if they do, I’ll take it you’ve never seriously attempted writing.

The first reason would be that unless I capture the delight of the moment and immediately set down to writing it, it just never happens. Call it laziness if you will, but I’d like to think of it as an artistic inability. A poor excuse in even worse choice of words but then you will have to let it go, because I had the idea of writing this two days ago.

Plagiarism. Just the word is enough to send shivers down any budding writer’s back. I’ll be presumptuous and say everybody who attempts writing have read at least a book or two that has really affected them. When an emigrant can pick up the accent of the nation he goes to after a while, is it really impossible to pick up the style of your favourite author? What separates a bad writer from a good one is that the good one has a style of his own, the great ones seem simply to write like everybody else but add a quirky touch and I’m not talking about the plot. I’m neither good nor great and I wouldn’t want to fall among the bad.

The great writers themselves are a source of agony to me. When I read something that is brilliant I want to cry, irrespective of the mood the piece suggests. It is because I’m not sure I can write anything as good as that. I cannot call myself a writer when these geniuses do too. It just isn’t justified.

Then the case of writer’s block. When nothing inspires and if suddenly a small crack in the wall appears and inspiration does trickle down, the words are all missing. To feel numb and then unable to express what you feel is worse when you know you had the medium to in the first place. I could still spout out nonsense but critics do not look kindly upon a budding writer’s block, even if the critic is your mother and I tell you this from experience.

“Had I been blessed with even limited access to my own mind there would have been no reason to write. I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at, what I see and what it means.” A quote from Joan Didion’s ‘Why I write’. I don’t think I could have put that across as accurately as she has (look up my third reason again) but i know it is as true for me. When I write I delve into a part of me that has answers; so though I can’t write for all these reasons and more, I know I stoically still will impose my writing, be it in my journal or a blog.


-Shruthi

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The Dream

i know some of you might be tired of the romantic cliches i've used, but for me some cliches have this eternal irresistible charm. =)
love, apoorva


The Dream
As the night climaxed and Thalia fell into bed, exhausted, and her mind entered a deep stupor, her subconscious awoke, stretching pleasurable, lazily looking forward to her day. She took in the world around her. Thalia's state of mind when she had gone to sleep had been one of weariness but deep satisfaction also. "Well, we're just going to have to fix that, aren't we?" Tatiana murmered, annoyed by the peace of mind surrounding her. Tatiana as a subconscious thrived on loneliness that comes only in the darkest, most cruel hours of the night, and she had to hunt for that in the depths of Thalia's soul while Thalia slept, if she was to have enough energy to wake up the next night.

Tatiana got up and started walking. Every night her surroundings were different, but no matter what they were, she had to wade through dozens of dimensions of thought. Thalia's mind was a jungle of ideas, her soul an ocean of feeling. As Tatiana fought through it all, she enjoyed the hunt for darkness.

She stumbled and plunged through a soft canpoy, into a radiant space. Sheilding her eyes from the bright lights, she saw a figure approaching. "Katara!" she exclaimed, recognising the subconscious of Thalia's mother. "How are you?"
Katara replied pleasantly, "I'm well, Tatiana dear." They stood together for a few seconds, sheltering themselves from the rainbow of Thalia's mind in the darkness of eachother. Tatiana's eyes radiated shadows into the vibrant tropical atmosphere of the part of Thalia's mind with which she dreamed of her friends. Blinded by memories and echoes of laughter, Tatiana winced. Katara noticed.

"You can control this, Tatiana," she said, gesturing around her. "You have to visualise and then find what you want Thalia to see, what you want to see. That is what she will dream of."

Tatiana thought about this as she pushed on through visions of Thalia and her friends laughing and playing some silly game. The momentary irritation she felt lowered her defences, allowing Thalia's enthusiastic soundtrack to the scene to penetrate her consciousness. As she heard it echoing through Thalia, its rhythm in tune with her heartbeat, Tatiana felt panicked. Thalia's dreams were her creations, and they were becoming stronger. More visions were in the scene now. The love was flowing like blood and wine on the cobblestoned streets of Paris. Tatiana was disgusted by the beauty of it all.

Concentrating on tuning the music off key and blurring the figures Thalia was seeing, Tatiana plunged forward, trying to visualise the environment she wanted to surround Thalia's soul with. As she moved she used her eyes to cast shadows around her, and fight the light and brightness that so often filled Thalia's eyes.

Emerging from the scene, Tatiana knelt to the ground and imagined Thalia close to her. Holding her protectively, Tatiana began to sing. She sang a lullaby Thalia had heard when they were young, which had both terrified Thalia and captivated her to the point of obsession for years. Tatiana sang and sang until Thalia became more solid in her arms and the vibrant colours surrounding Thalia's memories faded, drowning in shadows. She knew that on another level the world was shaking as Thalia's peace of mind shattered and she tossed and turned in her sleep, seeing the person Tatiana had fought so hard to call.

Thalia's demons emerged in a burst of fiery darkness, materializing into the horrible vision that was ripping Thalia's heart to pieces. Tatiana continued to sing as he approached, a hideous, morphed figure with cruel eyes and a tantalizing mouth. He stopped in front of Tatiana, who then stopped singing and got to her feet.

"You don't really look anything like the way she remembers," Tatiana said, smiling coldly at the memory before her. Her eyes glowed red to counter his black ones.

"Her memory of me is tainted," the figure said, but it sounded more like a sneer. "Punishment for my sins," he added sarcastically. "I'm supposed to be feeling remorse."

"But you're beautiful," Tatiana said, her eyes devouring him. "Breaking hearts is an art, not a sin."

The dream grew more definable with the strength of this compliment. "I'm glad at least this part of her still needs to see me."

"Yes," Tatiana agreed, "Now it's your job to keep us entertained until she wakes up..."

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Few things one most do in a boarding LIFE!

Whatever i write here, let me tell you i have done all of it!

Its super fun!!! Trust Me!!!

1)Make maggi with geyser water at 2 am.

2)Smuggle food into the house illegally.

3)Go to the house mistresses house and ask for food.

4)Watch television beyond curfew.

5)Try origami during prep hours, trust me you learn faster.

6)If you nothing to study during prep, READ through the Dictionary.

7)Try and go out every weekend with the entire house, find exciting things to do so that the teacher does not refuse.

8)Play kabbadi when it rains.

9)In a double bed size bed, try sleeping with 7 people.

10)Open a mini chocolate factory inside your cupboard.

11)At the hour of cupboard check go take a shower if your cupboard is not worth looking at.

12)Call for food from the Dhaba because your bored of the mess food.

13)Watch awards with the entire house sitting in the common room (you cant hear a word of what the host is saying on the tv)

14)watch your batch mates and seniors cry in an emotional movie (every time)

ahh!!!thats all i can remember for now..

Anamica Jain



hmmm....yes its me...

Hi all,

yes as you all very well know how much of a writer i am...

but, there is something i could share...

So here we goo...

I MISS my previous school The Daly College, Indore, i miss my friends, my boarder buddies, my humanities gang, my teachers, my Vice Principal (Mr.Potty), but most of all my school campus and the main building.

I have had the time of my life over there, its something i cant even express.

when i went there, i did not know that i will happen to miss it so much? I wish i did know it then!

Even if i thank all my teachers and my friends like a million of times, i do not think i can give them back what they have given me.

Its like a small world in there, everything just so nice and pleasant, while i was there i wanted to run away with my friends, but towards the end, we started collecting all our memories, clicking pictures, just sitting outside in the garden staring at squirrels play, we wished and prayed we could stay back in there for some more time, but the time has to pass, and so it did.

Our graduation  day arrived, we were all very excited, because it was not an ordinary one, it was special, very special. We would be wearing our school formals and dressing up with our blazers with our own college colours for the last time, from Dalians, we would be turning to Old-Dalians now, soon.

We all cried in joy and sorrow, our parents standing there, we hoped we made them proud, gave roses to our favorite teacher. we knew we have troubled them like crazy and they would never want us back, but one thing even they knew, that we would miss them and we did love them at the end of the day.

I cry as i write this, i m not the one who cries so easily, but i have been missing them recently.

A tragedy took place on the 3rd of oct, something that none of us can still get over with, one of our batch mate is no more, he died in a car accident, and the other two friends are in the hospital.

But, one thing we all realized that even though we did not know each other two well, and were just the typical hi-bye friends, we did feel the pain. All of us did, hoping that the other two recover soon. Is this the Dalian feeling? The togetherness? The connection the emotions?

In the end all I would like to say is-I AM PROUD TO BE A DALIAN. 

And will always be one.

Anamica Jain


Monday, October 4, 2010

Is he the one ? (Part 3)

She finally reached the bus stop.It felt like an extremely long walk.But she couldn't see him anywhere.So she called him to tell him that she had reached and was waiting for him but he cut her call.She assumed that he was on his way and waited.

He had already spotted her when she called him but he cut her call on purpose.He was nervous and had forgotten all that he had prepared to say to her when he saw her.She was looking so pretty in the blue top.And he knew that it was her favorite color.She had tied her hair up today and her ponytail was swished from side to side every time she turned.He sighed and pulled himself together.He picked up the chocolates and her presents,which were now neatly wrapped in colorful paper,took a deep breath and walked towards her.He hadn't told her about the gift and the chocolates knowing she'd say no.He wanted to surprise her.


She was getting a little anxious now.Where was he ?? He should have been there by now.And then she spotted him walking towards her with a chocolate box in one hand and a nicely wrapped gift on the other.She was surprised ! She didn't recall him saying anything about gifts and chocolates.She smiled to herself.As he came towards her she knew that he was serious.He walked up to her, said hi shyly and gave her the chocolates and the gift.He hoped she would like them.And she did.She had never told him that she liked chocolates and that blue was her favorite color but he had done his research before buying her the gifts.He was elated when she told him how much she liked the presents.She knew now that maybe he was the one.He could be the one if she would give him the chance.She would never know unless she opened herself up and let him into her life.She was still did not know what the future had in store for her,for them, but she realized that if she did not give it a chance she would never know.


Gowri

Is he the one ? (Part 2)

He was ready to meet her.She would finish college early today and they would meet at the bus stop.It was her birthday yesterday,but it being a Sunday she spent the day with her family.Besides,her parents wouldn't let her out of the house on weekends.They were a little old fashioned you see. It had only been a week since she'd said yes,so no one knew about it except for his best friend and her best friend.She had insisted on meeting at the bus stop....he wonder why.She said she had to get home early because some guests were coming home.Somehow...they'd never met alone.They spoke for hours on the phone but they had not gone out on a date yet.She needed time he thought and went on to select his outfit for the occasion.He chose his clothes and shoes with great care.He had to look his best today.He had bought a blue kurta and matching earrings to go with it.He didn't know if she'd like it but she sure looked pretty when he imagined her wearing them.
It was nearly time to leave.He was going to be there 10 minutes earlier.He was filled with nervous energy and excitement.He also wanted to pick up some chocolates on the way...she loved chocolates.He had cleaned his bike which looked quite new.He was ready.He was going to meet her.He was lost in thought as he drove to the bus stop.


Gowri

Is he the one ? (Part 1)

She was not ready to meet him.Not alone at least ! She had never been in a relationship before and had never been on a date.Even though she had said yes to him she wasn't sure what she had got into.Though he seemed like a nice guy,she wasn't sure if he really was serious about her or if he was just using her.She had heard too many stories of girls getting used by guys and being dumped.She decided to put these thoughts out of her mind and think about what she would wear that day.She would know the truth soon,she figured.She tried on a few things but finally decided on her favorite blue top with a black satin bow at the back.She loved the top and looked very pretty in it.She quickly tied her hair into a ponytail and left for college.
Throughout the day she kept thinking of him and whether she had done the right thing by getting into the relationship.She kept turning the thoughts over and over in her head until all she could think about was that.She tried hard to concentrate in class but couldn't.The day went by in a flash and before she knew it the last bell rang and she was walking slowly towards the college gate,towards the bus stop.Her friends were talking in loud voices all around her but she did not hear them.Her mind was far away....it was already at the stop.


Gowri




One of the very first stories I have read by Asimov was Exile to Hell,and has remained my favourite ever since.(Spoiler Alert) Basically its about a man sentenced to permanent exile.The place where the man (Jenkins) has been exiled to, is described as being similar to hell.However at the end it is revealed that the place compared to hell is Earth itself.Civilisation has moved to the moon and Earth is where criminals are sent to be punished.In the story the Earths green colour and gravity (which bears mankind down and tires him )has been described to be dreadful ,all this is of course from the perspective of a person from the mooon.




-Stephanie

The mighty one

The mighty lord
Saves us all
Whether we pray or not.
He controls the world,
And empowers it.

In this world,
there exist:
Priests and devotees,
Fathers and Sisters,
Who see God everywhere.

God once announced
The 10 commandments.
But who be there to follow?
Not one. No one.

Simple grace in
Every step he makes.
Invisible, and so be it.
He converts the evil
Into a form that,
Though one can't see,
One can't imagine
And one does not know of,
One deserves and faces later
If he be evil.

And then there are
The atheists,
Who claim that
They have no belief in Him;
And yet, preach his name
For every trouble
That they face.
Funny, yet true.

He must punish the evil
Not the good.
But in real life,
It is the good one
That often faces more misery
Than the evil, who
Laughs in the corner,
All by himself.

We complain, we whine
But never realize,
That, it is the mistakes,
Errors, sorrows, miseries,
Love and hatred
That make life interesting.
These factors, upon which
Our story lives on,
Are the parameters
That God uses, to decide
Between who is good,
And who is bad.


-Madhuvanthi

C-gulls

All us girls dressed prim and proper
Full of enthusiasm,talking to each other
Walking around the campus and gazing with wonder
Thus began a brand new chapter
With our very first day in campus
Now here we are five months later
Six semesters meant to spend together
One has gone by with the blink of an eye
Five more to go and time ain't passing slow
Before we know it five months would have gone by
and it would be time to say goodbye
but one thing we'll always remember
that we c-gulls give up never
We'll be the best at what we do
and hopefully that is true
so lets promise that from next semester
we'll put more effort and get better
so lets all say it once again
its c-gulls till the end





-Stephanie
Hola everyone!

So I was looking through this stack of really old children’s story books in my cupboard. While I was flipping through a book called “Pookie in Wonderland” (!!), I came across this tiny slip of paper with my handwriting scrawled across the page. At the bottom of the page, it said “When reading Pookie and looking at Simba”. Simba was this cat I have and he must have been a very tiny kitten then. So here are two verses out of four that I had a good laugh over!
(Don’t make fun; it has taken me a lot of courage to put even this much here. And be nice, I wrote this at the age of 9 or 10!!!)

He plays with newspaper,
It’s the best toy in the world,
His tail is, of course,
What confounds him the most.

Those pieces of string!
He cannot help but spring, for-
They are to him-
Future mice!


(Yes, you can laugh! )

Be Thankful...

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire,
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don't know something
For it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations
Because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge
Because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes
They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary
Because it means you've made a difference.

It is easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are
also thankful for the setbacks.



Wasima Siddiqui

Sunday, October 3, 2010

A Thought.

Kris Allen's song 'Live like we're dying' got me thinking, so...

If your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done?

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?

Funnel of Journey

A funnel ambles through the night.
Within its body, moonbeams white
converge as they
descend upon
its forest
pathway
and
so
on


Noella Ferrao

The Seagulls

The seagulls by their looks suggest
that PRIDENA is their name;
they wear a white and fluffy vest
and are the hunter's game.

I never shoot a seagull dead;
their life I do not take.
I like to feed them vanitybread
and bits of haughty cake.

O human, you will never fly
the way the seagulls do;
but if your name is PRIDENA, why,
be glad they look like you.

noella ferrao

goa's blood

He who has sullied my home with his blood
Has now gone
He has run away confused and humiliated
Like any coward
And he has understood that so long as he remains, the stars will not shine in the sky
He will never be met with anything but sorrow
He has been defeated now, he has been defeated
His spiteful face has now been smashed
Last night, his lost memories crept into my heart
as spring arrives secretly into a barren garden
as a cool morning breeze blows slowly in a desert
as a sick person feels well, for no reason.
For the truth is more powerful than ignorance and oppression

Why I love the movie Harvie Krumpet 

The movie Harvie krumpet is the odd biography of a man who has Tourette's Syndrome, chronic bad luck, menial jobs, nudist tendencies, and a book of "fakts" hung around his neck.


• The Quotes in the movie are very straight forward and in-your-face but very true.
• The animation using clay is brilliant.
• The movie is different.
• The story is touching yet funny

It is very dark at times(has plenty of dark humour) but also a reflection of life. As Harvie's life unfolds you can't help but think, yep life is like that! It's very funny, very sad and also very true.
The best part of the movie is everyone who watches it can relate to certain parts in Harvie’s life.
The story and the humanity we see in Harvie is what makes Harvie Krumpet so appealing. There is also excellent animation with clay that adds many dimensions to the characters. The expressions upon the characters faces truly add to the story that is being told. Each character is expressive and unforgettable.

This movie is a MUST watch :)
~Krithika .R.
Here'a the list of those who've posted till now; I'm putting down the number of posts and your marks -do let me know immediately if I've got the post numbers wrong.The order is name, no. of posts, marks.
1.Purva-3-5
2.Ananya-5-5
3.Madhu-9-5
4. Taarika-3-5
5.Samragni-5-5
6.Aditi Kapoor-2-4
7.Manjari-2-4
8.Krithika-2-4
9.Deepakshi-3-5
10.Lovlyn-3-5
11.Apoorva-5-5
12. Anisha-3-5
13.Elia-3-5
14.Aninditha-3-5
15.Sakshi-2-4
16.Shalini Sinha-3-5
17.Maitri-3-5
18.Mithra-2-4
19.winona-3-5
20.Shruthi-1-2
21.Rebecca-3-5
22.Priya-2-4
23.Imtina-2-4
24.Bushra-2-4
25.Richa-3-5
26.Waseema-1-2
27.Rishika-1-2

As for those who have not posted, you can still do it now, I'm entering marks tomorrow. Noella, Shalini Raja, Gowri, Aditi Nayar, Steffi,Anamica.
K

Friday, October 1, 2010

Hidden Swords of the Malabar

The December rain drummed a steady beat on the asbestos outside. The air was cool but humid; typical Madras weather. From my window I saw a group of young boys- athletic, nervous- line-up for their auditions under the peepal and banyan trees. The wet earth, sticky air and intermittent rainfall took me all the way back to my childhood home in the Malabar. There, the monsoon was particularly exciting. Frogs croaked all day long beside swollen ponds, water in the canals overflowed onto muddy paths and rice fields were flooded. Water snakes often slithered unnoticed into homes, only to be discovered by startled servants, among the rice sacks. Rajan, our father’s ‘Man Friday’, would climb up coconut trees to give us coconuts from which we drank the sweetest daab. He would row us through the rice fields and set up make-shift tree houses in the middle of them to scare away hungry birds. In those tree houses, all of us cousins would huddle up close and listen to Rajan Chetan’s stories about demons and local legends, goddesses and family deities. Often his stories would keep us enraptured way after dusk. On such occasions, I was always the brave boy who lit the kerosene torches and held them, blazing brightly above our heads as we made our way back home.
One of my favorite pastimes during the monsoon was to go fishing with Rajan Chetan. He was a genius- he taught me how to make a bow and arrow from the mid-rib of a coconut leaf. He taught me how to tell the difference between the common canal fish and the succulent varieties. He let me use his canoe all day long if I wanted to. In it, I learnt how to take aim and shoot at fish in the water with those coconut leaf bows and arrows. I’d return home with aluminum buckets full of fish for my mother to fry. And it was in this canoe that I found one of the deepest, darkest secrets of the Malabar…
It was a cool, rainy morning. The sun was not visible behind the heavy, grey clouds in the sky. Birds stirred almost lazily in their nests and the entire household was still asleep. I had woken up early to get the best catch, and undoing the rope that had anchored Rajan’s canoe, I slid into it, dipping the long bamboo pole into the water.
As I pushed the canoe through the still canal waters, I looked around me. I looked at the muddy paths along the canal banks, the bamboo bridges laid across the waters, the foliage that was a fresh, tender green, the ancient wooden houses. Everything looked so surreal and enchanting in that pale grey morning light. Soon however, I found myself quite lost. I was in the middle of a thick network of canals that seemed to lead to other routes that all looked exactly the same. There was not a soul around to tell me where I was. Not a single house seemed inhabited. I heard a cock crow a few yards away. Deciding that the best thing to do would be to get onto terra firma and then wait for someone to wake up or pass by and tell me how to get home, I pushed my canoe onshore and tied it tightly to a pole on the banks. Lifting myself out of the boat, I stepped onto the mossy bank and started following the mud path along the canal. Aware of how still everything was around me, I tried not to shiver. “Come on, Raghu, you’re not in the middle of a jungle! You’re still in the village. Don’t be such a mouse!” I told myself. Shivering involuntarily, my pace quickened as I made my way to the nearest house I could fine. No matter who or what was behind those doors, my ten-year-old heart had gone cold with fear. As I approached the house, I realized that the door was left slightly ajar and an old oil lamp lit the entrance. The wick in the lamp was very short and the flame flickered rapidly, threatening to go out very soon. I had reached out to knock on the door when I felt a hand grab my shirt and a hand cover my mouth. Trying to break free, I felt an iron-like arm haul me off the ground.
My world turned upside down. The ground was above me, the sky almost invisible below me. My attacker was running along dizzying patches of green. Suddenly, my stomach jolted downwards and my neck jerked forward. Around me, I saw layers of earth. It was like I was being carried down into the depths of the earth. Then I realized- I was underground!
Hazes of fire blazed above me and shapes swirled about while colours flickered and disappeared around my head. I found myself being thrown onto the floor in the middle of a room with walls and a floor made of earth. I gasped. Rows of shining, silver swords of all kinds of shapes and sizes lined the walls. Among them were shields of various sizes, along with different kinds of whips. In one corner, was a shrine decorated with flowers and incense. Faces along the sides of the room stared at me open-mouthed. I felt my head swim and the faces around me merge into one. Then, one of them cleared his throat. Someone else laughed nervously.
My abductor stepped in front of me- it was Rajan Chetan! Seeing my bewildered face, he knelt beside me and murmured soothingly- “don’t worry, Raghu, you’ve nothing to fear. I thought you were a stranger, I couldn’t see in the dark. Forgive me.”
I swallowed and licked my parched lips. I didn’t know how to respond. “Where am I?”
“This, Raghu, is a place known only to a few, fortunate souls. No one, you understand, not a soul other than the people you see assembled here, know of this place, and any stranger who has been here, curious or even a spy, has faced one of those swords or daggers that you see there. You’ve been brought here by accident, but it’s too grave a problem that you’ve seen this much. What shall we do?” asked Rajan Chetan.
I didn’t know this man anymore.”Chetan, what is all this?”
He stared at me. “I suppose you have the right to know now. Yes. Very well then, since you aren’t a stranger you’ll know. But remember, if you tell a soul, and don’t worry, we’ll get to know if you do, I will personally make sure that you meet the edge of one of these swords. I don’t care if you’re my boss’s son. Do you understand me, child?” he roared. I shrank back, not even daring to nod. He fixed his eyes on me intently, his mouth a thin, hard line. He wasn’t going to repeat his question; he was too proud to.
And I was to answer.
“Yes, I will not repeat what you tell me and I won’t tell a soul what I’ve seen. I promise, Rajan Chetan” I managed to stutter. This seemed to soften him, for he suddenly smiled warmly, and I recognized him again.
“Where you stand right now, my little boy, this- pit in the earth- is called a kalari. In this kalari, over thousands of years, the soldiers of this land practiced and perfected the original art of fighting and defense- kalaripayyatu. It is the origin of all martial art forms in the world today and was taught to us by Lord Parashuram himself. Handed down through a sacred disciplic succession, this form is now almost lost. We are one of the two groups who know this martial art still and hence it is our foremost duty to preserve this sacred knowledge and tradition.”
“Then why is it a secret? If it’s almost extinct why do you hide it from the world?” I asked, unable to understand why something as amazing as this was being kept so secretively by such a small group of fierce men.
“That, my child, is the most important question right now.” His face became hard and furious again, and I felt scared. Had I said the wrong thing?
“You see”, he continued,” it would have been the most valuable asset to us all. But no,” he laughed bitterly. “The British, they weren’t even able to defend themselves against our power. They found that they were helpless as long as we had kalaripayyatu to defend ourselves. And so, they went on a rampage, banning the teaching and practice of this art. They mercilessly shot our valiant fathers and grandfathers when they found them just practicing a single move in their backyards. That was when we realized that the only way we could preserve this sacred martial art was by teaching and practicing in complete secrecy. Not a soul is to know, for the British wait around us like a pack of hungry wolves, eager for the slightest opportunity to crush our heritage.” He stopped, becoming very somber.”Our only hope is to free ourselves from their rule.” Silence descended upon the group of warriors in the kalari.
I was moved. A fire sparked within me. I was stirred from the very depth of my heart by this story- so magical, yet so real. I wanted to learn and share this wonder too. Suddenly an idea flashed across my mind. Lifting my head up, I saw everyone in the room staring intently at me. “Rajan Chetan, may I learn too and continue this tradition?”
He had known.
And now, all these years later, I saw these boys waiting to audition and get into this academy. All of them were eager to learn. They had no chains to hold them down. They were free. They were from various nooks and crannies of India. They were the future, the promise.

Eshstyle

Each person has their own definition.

For some, it is an expression of what they are and of who they want to be.

Every individual differs –

from the clothes they wear, to the way they walk and talk, to their favourite colour.

It shows who they are, what they think and how they feel.

It creates an impression, evokes different emotions in each of us.

Every year, it’s a new Fad.

Colored contacts, kurtas, juties, converse shoes, scarves, jeans, jeggings, bracelets.

Your style effects how the world perceives you.

So pick a style, stand out, blend in, and define yourself.



-

Imtina Khathing

Thank You, Damn You



I thought my world was all there was
But then you entered it
Until then I was content
With both feet on the ground
I did not know I could fly
You gave me wings
You helped me fly
I wanted more
I wanted to get closer


Closer to you
You were my everything
You were my Sun
But as I got closer
My wings began to melt
You had cheated me
Those wings you gave me
Those wings on which I soared


They were wings of wax
But I had to reach you
I tried one last time
I was about to touch you
Then my wings melted
And from that blinding height


I fell


Now
Bruised and bleeding
My wings gone
Hot wax
Their remains
Dripping over my torn body
I wonder


Do I hate you?
No
For you taught me how to fly

Do I love you?
No
For you left me to fall


I do not know who I am anymore
I do not know whether to hate you
Or love you
You gave me a taste
Of something I can never forget
Of what life could be like
My world no longer sates me


I want to fly again


Yes, fly again
But
Not with you


Thank You
Damn You


I will never forget you


You, my Sun
And I
Your Icarus


Winona

Here and there

AV rooms, PU drive, Cafeteria or be it class,
we always find class-mates everywhere in great mass.
Walking, roaming around, killing time in loafer's lane,
this so called "Pattern of Movement" here and there, must we explain?





-
Imtina Khathing

Again...

And once again I stand,
With my beating heart in hand,
Pupils dilated, I'm dilapidated
Careworn and forlorn

So once again I'm here
Experiencing the same fear
Yes I've debated, and reinstated

Emotions and devotions
To stand here and face
And readily embrace

What is fated, destiny stated
Beginning, repeating.

--
Bushra

Answers

High on the vibes of the eternal light,
darkness seeps from within.
Deceptive lies of self told prophecies,
life is more lively beaneath the skin.

Overpowering melancholy, breathing melody,
answers to life's puzzle.
In numbers, music math and patterns found.
Let the heard speak, take off the wiseman's muzzle

Verbal jousts leading to nothing;
Pretentious with every breath
Do u truly seek an answer ?
Or are u just avoiding the consequences of death

Immortality beyond this life to live
To not disappear into air , water or fire.
Seeking, searching desperately
Till truth is found you're a liar.

--
Bushra